10

Always Too Much


Jaanvi Vaidya — The One They Expect Everything From

Coach Carter walked around the room like a hawk. Clipboard in hand, glasses perched low, expression unreadable — but sharp. Always sharp.

He'd stop by pairs of students, murmur some praise, tap the desk encouragingly, then move on.

"Good work," he told a senior boy who'd barely spoken all week.
"Nice flow, keep that," to a first-year girl who flinched every time she was called on.

And then — he reached Jaanvi and Aditya.

His smile disappeared.

"Vaidya," he said dryly. "How's your prep coming?"

Jaanvi swallowed, lifted her binder, and opened to a freshly written strategy page.

"I've mapped all our cases across all topics," she said, voice still raspy but steady. "Each has counterpoints, impact lines, and a defensive fallback."

Carter glanced at it — barely.

Then tapped his pen on the desk. "Looks... fine."

Fine.

Aditya blinked. "It's flawless," he said, almost reflexively.

Carter didn't look at him. "It's fine. But I need better focus from both of you, especially Vaidya."

Jaanvi stiffened.

Especially her. Always her.

"But I—" she started.

"I'm not interested in excuses," Carter interrupted. "You haven't been sharp this week."

"She has a fever," Aditya snapped, before he could stop himself.

Carter didn't even blink. "Then she shouldn't be here. If she is here, she needs to perform."

And just like that, he moved on.

Jaanvi sat still for a second.

Then closed her binder.

Slowly.

Quietly.

Aditya stared at her. "He's a jerk."

She didn't answer.

Her jaw was tight. Her eyes glittered — not from tears, but from fury she'd learned to bottle since seventh grade.

"He's always harder on you," Aditya said. "It's ridiculous. You carry this team."

"Don't," she said softly. "Don't defend me. It only makes it worse."

He was quiet.

She looked up at him, cheeks flushed from more than just fever. "I know I'm good. He knows I'm good. That's the problem. He only pushes me because he expects too much. Because if I ever mess up—"

She swallowed. "I'm not allowed to mess up."

Aditya opened his mouth. Closed it again.

Because that — that was the truth he'd never seen from her until now.

She didn't get to fumble. Or fall apart. Or be average.

Because when she was brilliant 99% of the time, everyone waited for the 1% just to say, "See? Not perfect after all."

She turned back to her notes. "Let's just finish the outline."

He nodded slowly, heart thudding.

Not from debate. Not from pressure.

But because he saw it now.

The weight she was carrying — the invisible kind.

The kind even a binder full of perfect arguments couldn't protect her from.

Some battles aren't fought onstage.
Some are fought in silence — against expectations, against exhaustion,
against the quiet ache of always having to be enough.

And sometimes, someone finally sees it.

Even if he's a little late.


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